well, I am FINALLY blogging. I haven't blogged in a while due to silly "technical difficulties"of the world wide web. In some sense it was good, as I haven't had the time to, due to many reasons.
It has been a very long couple of weeks, and I'm sure it wasn't just for me, but for all those other year 12's! There was just a lot to get through. Folio's, plenty of sacs, and work. But now....I'm officially half way through year 12! Its pretty exciting that I'm passing this year, and actually keeping on track, let alone surviving it all. Most of me is glad its almost over, with 14 teaching weeks left, just not looking forward to the next 3 months. I won't have to put up with school for the rest of my life and being able to do 'whatever' after i finish this year.
But theres part of me that doesn't want it to end. As I think more about it, what am I going to be doing next year? I actually have no idea where i am going to be. Though i love to dream big, I know thats not going to happen straight away. A lot of people already know what direction they want to go, weather it be going to UNI, getting a degree, studying or working and starting an occupation. I just have no idea.
I know my passion, I know what I enjoy, its just getting that started and finding the thing you need to start growing that. Its like a seed.. It needs water to grow.
I'm sure I will figure it all out soon enough as its just around the corner, its just the stress now of the future, I feel like my journey is going to start soon, yet i have no idea what its going to hold. If it will hold the things that I want, or not at all? well its probably not what you want to be reading right now. As my brain is ticking and I'm in art.
We are getting our Folio's back today, with the mark! just a bit nerves, as i have worked my ass of all year, and its come down to this.
In conclusion my brain is ticking... I know I'm in good hands with the big man up stairs. at least I have a brain though, just wish that conscience of mine wouldn't muck around so much, gets me every time!
peace out.
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