A reason?

I'm thinking there is a reason for everything. I mean there has to be right? Why wouldn't there be a reason.. why we dream, why we laugh, why we cry, why we want to be loved, and we want to love.  Sometimes it can be hard to figure out the reason for the bad things that occur in life. Why we lose the people we love the most, why we fade from some friendships, and why we feel the need to step away from some, or when something you don't want to happen in life happens. Life can be muddled up, and might not turn out the way we want it to. We can have all these images and pictures we want our future to include, weather its a dream job, to have a family, or a relationship... but that door might close and another will open, in the end your plan will work its self out. A door has opened, and i feel the need and the want to go to New York Film Academy. Well, its a dream.. and for some reason i have this dream. I've always wanted to go to America, or live there.. But I never had a reason to. Well now i do, even if its for a short period of time. This door might lead to another. So I'm going to try and pursue in this dream of mine, and hopefully go there in the next few years. If its meant to be, it will happen. I'm sure there is a greater reason why i love photography, so i guess i have to explore that, to find the reason. who knows where it will take me, who knows if i will enjoy it, who knows if ill even go. But ill have to wait to see what happens...
-- Kath